My Best Players

I know you are very disappointed when your team lost the semi final match to Jurong Secondary for just 2 marks. I am sad for you too.
However, please do not cry, mummy know you have done your best. And I am very proud of you. You perform very well in this match even though under such a traumatic stress.

Son, you are always my best basket ball player. CCH No 15 !!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G6hS7REUNJI

Young at heart

Are we too old to take such pic? Hmm...

My new work nest

Sitting in my office staring at the window, appear in front of me is a garden. Green leaves, tall tress and blue sky. I would say so far, this is the best office I ever work at.

It has been 7 motnhs since i joined NHR. Life has changed from boring to busy and full of challenges. There are too many things to learn, to plan and manage.

I am so fortunate to have G and S as my superior. The cares, support and motivation given by them is very much appreciated.

G is a guy who full of energy, he is a great motivator. Working with him; you will never lack of fun. It moves me the most is ;he upgraded me to business class when he came to know I have problem sleeping in the plane. And the airfare is paid out of his pocket. Can you imagine how generous he is if you know the price different between a business class ticket and a economy class ticket?....... is $9K.

S pamper me in another way, he likes to drive me to and fro from hotel when I am in SB. He always at my side at meeting; company lunch etc. He gave me pocket money to spend, he drive me for dinner, rose garden and mega mart.etc

I got my increment after working there for 3 months and G told me he will adjust my pay in Fe b 08. Although my bonus is not really fantastic but among all the staff, I got the highest rate of bonus. Nothing I can complain about at this point of time. What I have to do, is to work harder to repay what these 2 bosses have done for me.

Looking forward to my US trip in Jan 08, I missed Sa, J and S.

A lot of work to do.....a big project has just stated.....

Hope I will have a good year ahead and wish all my family, friends and colleagues best of health and luck in 2008.

Goodbye to TESPL

I have been working here since Oct 2003, gone through a lot of changes and witnessed a lot of incidents that never happened in my working life before.

It is a great experience working here; it has grown me from an executive to a manager.I am stronger now and able to stand firm despite any critical situation.

And now, I found another place where I hope to see more opportunities, more challenges.

Thanks to all the people I ever worked with in CSPL / TEPL and wish all the best in their work and health.

Today is my last day in TESPL and I am looking forward to my new destiny and hope that it is a right choice for me.

P.S. A special thanks to Venus for her makeup set; Yee Ti and Simon for their lovely flowers.

US Training - Pre

I have yet to sit on my new chair and I am asked to go US for 2 weeks training. Thanks to Glenn, my new GM for arranging this trip.

The hotel seems interesting as I can cook in my room. Hope it is a fruitful trip to me…

To all my friends, please take care and I shall be back on 15/05/07.

Fighting Spirit

I totally understand how you are feeling now but I am not good in counseling.
In order to understand this sickness better and improve my counseling skill, I have registered to be a volunteer in SCS.

So my dearest buddy, please do not give up so easily. The battle has just begin, be strong to fight with it. Although the process will be painful and tough but trust me, you will be fine.

There are many good friends who care and concern of you. They may not express themselves to you but through your PA here.

So please do not say you are tired before enter the battle field.

Buddha will definitely bless you

It was definitely not a good day to start a Chinese New Year.
Early in the morning received such a bad news from you.
I was speechless and my heart is still feeling pain.

Although I was occupied with Mahjong for the next 3 days in CNY but I was not focusing hence I lost $500.

Buddha, please bless this good man with good health. He is such a kind hearted man and always cares for people who are around him.
Please give him strength, and courage to face all obstacles in front of him now.

And remember, I am always here for you………

Take good care and I am sure you will recover soon.

如果有一天我先离开了

我这几天都在追许玮伦的新闻，心里觉得真可惜！
可能自己也有在驾车吧，我也怕有一天我会遇到同样事情。

如果有一天我先离开了，我希望我的至爱，亲人和好朋友都能来看我，告诉我你过得好不好，而我会在极乐世界默默地保佑你们。

Happy Birthday my dearest son....

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to my dear Edward,
Happy Birthday to you.


Times really flies, this is your 14th birthday and here’s wishing your special day showers loads of love and joy on you!

Our 15th Anniversary

Lao Kong,

Love is more than just walking into each other's life.....
It's about walking together in the same direction.

Thanks for being there always !
To support my studies and driving.

Happy 15th Anniversary to us!

Love always

on my wheel now.....

Yesterday was a very important day to me.
I have been walking in and out of my office and doing nothing, just waiting the clock to approach 3pm.

I went to the admin office for test registration after I reached the driving centre.
The atmosphere was tensed; I sat down in a chair and stared at the wall while waiting for my name to be called.

Surprisingly, I saw a familiar face appeared in front of me. It was Felix who was my warm-up instructor today. I am so happy to see someone who I know as I was so nervous at that time. After the warm-up, I sat down in a room and waiting for my balloting time to come. The ballot system is for my tester and test route.

The rain started to come and it was quite heavy until I couldn’t see the side mirrors clearly.
I only focus on: “Turn left in front and u turn” etc etc …. I could not control my heart beat but I pretend to look calm and cool.

I have made a few silly mistakes….but keep telling myself to move on, dun be upset by the mistakes I have made.

Finally I drove back the car to the centre and park in front of the lobby. Tester asked me to follow him to upstairs. We sat down in a cubicle and he started to tick some boxes in my assessment sheet. I was sitting there anxiously to know my result.
The tester looked at my eyes and said: “You have passed”. I was so overjoyed and keep thanking him.

When I heard Merrick’s voice in the phone, I started to cry. He thought I failed…hahaha. I guess I need to release my stress after such a tough battle!!!

I GOT MY LICENCE……..!!!!! Legally drive on the road….

I would like to thanks Patrick, Bernard & Felix for their guidance.
Patrick, hope you like the chocolates that I have bought….

安息吧! Caesar

I have a sleepless night last night again. I woke up at 3.30am and couldn’t sleep until 5am. I am feeling so tired but still pull myself up at 7am as I have an interview to attend this morning.

My tears could not control when dad call me after my interview.
Caesar has left us yesterday morning. Although I am quite scared of him but I still feeling so sad about the tragedy.

Huai sent us a sms and said she has ganna gastric and vomited 10 times yesterday after Caesar’s accident. I guess Caesar’s death is a big brow to her.

Huai, please be strong.......and take good care of yourself.

Mum also cried in the phone when we talked, never see her so sad before. She even speechless during our conversation. I quickly switch subject. Everyone is so sad…….

They buried Caesar’s body in the garden, so Lucky has new partner now.

Caesar, 安息吧!

Taiwan trip

It is a long time never go holiday with my 2 loves one. If I remembered properly, it has been 6 years since the day I started my studies…..

This is my 2nd time step on Taiwan land. Last trip were with Helen & Alan…and this time with Merrick and Edward. The weather is fresh…….hmmm breathes a few more times to satisfy my nose…

If you ask me whether I enjoy this trip or not? Hmmm….I would say, the whole trip was rushing and rushing….if we could stayed back a few more days to walk around Taipei City would be a perfect plan….

Edward seems the most relax one in the group…he sleep all the way in the bus and only wake up when we stopover for toilet…..上车睡觉，下车尿尿。。。

I am looking forward to my Japan plan in 2009……..where to get money huh?

祝我生日快乐

At times I really feel bad for my hubby. It is because I never give him a good birthday celebration like what he did to mine. Not because I do not bother but because he does not like any birthday celebration.
Lao Kong, thanks for all your loves and cares that showered me on my birthday.
And I like the Japanese fine cuisine , the sashimi is really great….

我只想要你今天陪在我的身边。
为我唱一首歌　

再靠近我一点肩并着肩　

脸贴着脸

就在这一瞬间　

感觉我们的爱在蔓延

祝福我的梦想都实现..

Richard – thanks for all your dinner and flowers. You indeed celebrated several times with me for my big day despite your busy work schedule….it is all because of ‘our’ friends….hahaha

Shirlyn – Thanks for the lunch. I am really happy to see you again. Please take care of your health and manage your work stress.

Xue Li – Thanks for coming for the lunch and hope to see you to be a mummy soon.

Elin – Thanks for the lunch and you are a fantastic mummy who can manage Emerson well…. I am happy to see you and your prince again.

Jason – thanks for your dinner and flowers. You should see how those waitresses look at me when I arrived at that Thai restaurant. They envy me who has someone send me flowers to the restaurant. Hahaha
I am so happy with the surprises….thank you so much…


















































William – Thanks for the dinner and the ‘Burberry’ present….very expensive gift!!!


Paul – Thanks for your dinner and present. You are such a caring guy and hope to see you again on the stage….

Casey – Thanks for the dinner and present…..please hug Panda on my behalf.

Jeremy – Thanks for the dinner and the present. The cookies are yummy!!!

David – Thanks for the lunch and I would like to wish you an early happy birthday…






Jovi – Thanks for the present and presence for the dinner even though you are so busy with your course and work.

Andrew – Thanks for the present and this is the 1st time you celebrated my Birthday.

Helen & Ron – Thanks for the present and I can’t wait to see you both getting married next year.



Yee Ti and Suryani – Thanks for the flowers…you 2 are my best assistant I never had.

到现在还是深深的深深的爱着你

I do not know why I still love you so deeply, I was once thought that someone has already replaced your position in my heart.

But the recent crisis made me realized that I still love you so much and I can’t live without you. And the reality is no one can replace you.

Let us put all the unhappiness in the past, do not bother who is right and who is wrong.
Most important thing is our future. I really hope that when we are old, we still hold hand in hand and walk together.

到现在还是深深的深深的爱着你……you are my only love!

听妈妈的话

Do you know how much mummy love you?
I can sacrifice anything I have and just to let you to be happy.
Just hope that you can quickly grow up.

Nothing now is more important than your studies.
So just focus on your coming exam and do not bother anything else.


妈妈的辛苦 不让你看见
温柔的事 是否在她心里面
有空就多多握著她的手
把手牵著一起梦游
听妈妈的话 别让她受伤
想快快长大 才能保护她…….

Love you always,
Mummy

On my wheel...

I was waiting excitedly beside the Car and wondering how is my instructor looks like….
Is he young handsome or old kor kor?

Finally, I saw a young and cute guy signaling me to get into the car.
I was quite tense, may be I heard a lot about how instructor scold student.
And I am worrying that I am slow in learning.

After a while, I am relax and started to joke with the instructor. haha
He helps me to familiarize the vehicle; he taught me the pre-operative procedures; starting & stopping the engine and moving off & stopping the car.
I am quite surprised that I am on my wheel on the 1st day of my driving lesson…..this is something I am dreaming for…………FUN!!!

I got 4 stamps on my 1st day........hwee hwee!!!

I love driving and I am targeting to get my license by end of the year.

Although I started it quite late (at my age now) but I think it is better than never.

等你再爱我

你的爱很像泡沫
太轻或太重 都不在手中
我的爱就像天空
太放或太收 你都只是风
你来过却爱上自由 你出走我不问理由

我会好好过 等你再爱我
总有个角落 会让你想起我
我会好好过 等你再爱我
向右或向左 都有我站在这里守候
会看到的一定是我

A Special Note to J Boy

J Boy,

Suddenly my phone is so quiet without your voices. I am wondering how are you doing there? Do you miss Singapore? or miss me? I am sure you are...........

Please take good care of yourself and make it a fruitful trip.

Don't forget not to buy anything for me hor!!!!

Your fairy.......

My wish list

Recently, I am pampered with gifts from my dearest man.
He has bought a pink bag for me not long ago and now he bought me another white bag.
I am feeling so dearly loved when someone brought you to a shop and say choose anything you like……wow….I wish I can buy the whole shop …..hahaha

Here is my wishing list to you and hope you will read my blog out of sudden:

1. Holiday to anywhere
2. LV evening bag
3. Diamond bracelet
4. Piaget watch

I am getting to love you more each day……………….

(祝你)生日快乐

This is a night of "rose among the thorns".....the ambiance of the restaurant is quite “复古”, I thought I have gone back to ancient times…..where is my “yang guo”???

The birthday boy seems happy today, we have not seen each other more than 6 months.
Thanks to my exam……..sob sob


Do you know this is the 1st birthday we celebrated together? I can still remember the 1st time seeing you when you were performing on the stage. A lot of msn messages exchanged during the nights.....thanks for being my sleeping pills!!!

Hope you enjoy the dinner and like the presents, here’s wishing you a whole lot of happiness and sweet surprises!

Happy Birthday to you….



Here are the thorns that the rose are with for the nights.......

痴心绝对

想用一杯latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味
你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱的太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你做任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决

My 1st assignment

The alarm clock waked me up at 7am on Sunday morning.
I sneaked out of the house quietly so that my 2 darlings can sleep later.
It was excited as this is my 1st day of my volunteer work.
Times estimation is over as I reached Bukit Timah Hawker Center half an hour earlier.
I used to come to this place for breakfast before going to SIM for revision. However, today I have a different mission.

I was quite scared and worried, because I do not know what assignment they will assign to me.

Mr G is a very friendly guy and I feel at home in a few minutes time.
He gave me a T shirt to wear for the event; it makes me feel that I am official helpers……hahaha











My first assignment was packing all the Yuen Bao and Fa Gao into a paper bag.

My second assignment was selling candles; joysticks for Buddha offerings.
I always involve in money…….haiz….












The events is quite big, there are a lot of prayers attended the ceremony.
My “volunteer driver” was there too, the monk even gave his blessing to both of us….











I used to focus too much on relationship problems and I guess I am like a flog living in a well and thought what I see the sky from the well is all the world is.
Actually, there are a lot of other types of loves that we should spread to others and receive at the same time. Why should we concentrate too much on whether my hubby loves me? Whether my boy friend loves me? Whether I should choose Mr A or Mr B?
There are family loves, buddies loves and friendship that add spices in our daily lives.
We should open up our circle of friends; widen up our exposure and we will see other sides of world.

I am sure this will not be my last volunteer jobs; in fact, they have called me for the next assignment…..

Nan Mo A Mi Duo Fo!

My 2 important men

I will miss you badly soon so let's treasure our times together now.
Go ahead to advance your career if you think it is worth.
I will take care of Edward and we will wait for you at home.
Don't have to worry for me; I will learn to be independent.
I have already enrolled driving lesson so I will send son to school when you are not around.

You must promise me that you can take care of yourself.........and come home safely...

Sorry,I couldn’t stop my tears again………

Beautiful Love

I choose not to think negatively because I really want to be happy.
I decided to trust you whole heartedly as I feel love and cares from you.
Even though you have not said that 3 words to me for a long time but I know I still occupy a place in your heart.
Someone asked me to feel it through my inner chi and I am learning to feel it now.

I know you are not keen to go Bangkok with me as you do not like to entertain my colleagues but you are willing to go with me just because you know I need you.

Your thoughts have already touched me so I have decided to stay back.

As long as I am with you………….

Love is beautiful………….let treasures our loves…………forever………….

我失去过,更珍惜拥有
我不会再哭泣 是因为我相信
我们勇敢地爱着每秒钟
都能证明一生的美丽

Loves

I feel so touch by your cares lately. And we seem to have more heart to heart talk.
I even so naïve and asked you whether you still love me. And you told me “No I dun love you any more”…but yet you pull me to your chest.

and I heard: "family is the most important thing to me right now"

You do not have to say anything but I can feel your loves.

Thanks for all your support these few years during my studies.

I still love you very much…………and always.......

Relieve

Struggling so long to let go but fail is all because I am not willing to.
But now, I am surprise that I can do it……..
Is a matter whether I want or not?………….or there is no choice for me? Or both?

I feel so lighten now……………smile from my heart………really!

我不懂得取舍,才让心痛堆着
带着一颗平常心,寻找我的平静,寻找我的快乐.

Happy Birthday

Thanks for your comfort...
Thanks for all your advices and supports....
I am glad that you were there for me.

I understand there is no forever friendship, so just let us enjoy what we have now....

Thanks for giving me such a 'fantastic' nights that I will never forget.

Your birthday is a celebration of the special bond we share, sending you my sweet wishes to say.....hope your day is as wonderful as you are!

Happy Birthday!

I am so ease now.............

The clock is pointing at 5am but my eyes are still open.
I am sleepless tonight, no matter how hard I tried but my eyes were just can’t close.
My mind is blank and my heart is aching.
I have lost my dream boy….permanently…..
I expected such day will come but when it really happens, I still feel traumatize and sadden.

On the other hand, I never feel so relieve and relax like now. The load in my heart has lightened.

Good bye my baby………..Thanks for giving me such a good time! this day should come to me earlier........I hope I can remember you till my last day in life or else we shall meet at the stairways to heaven.

我承认我是弱者
我不敢再对爱假设
我真的累得不想再拉扯
要伤能愈合,我非走不可
Good bye my dream......

Happy for you........

Human is a complicated animals.
Our mind and our heart are always not in alignment.
Is time to let go but lose the fight with my heart.
Guess it will not be gone for the rest of my life.
Leave it there? Or kill it permanently?

I remembered one of the actor said in the show: “If you love a person, you will be happy when he is happy. Other matters is not important anymore”

Happy? or sad?

Last day of prison...

I am looking forward today long time ago, but when it really comes I am sort of quite emotional and don’t bear to leave this place….

There are so many memories here….good and bad…..
I came to know a lot of good friends in this place and for sure I will not forget it….

I walked around and took some pictures….those places that contain my foot steps.
Do you remember them?
















During lunch, passed by Suai ge’s stall and couldn’t see him so I thought no chance to say goodbye to him. However, when I sat down at the table, he came and sat beside me.
He remembered today’s is my last day in school so he came over and chat with me….I am so glad to know him and I will always remember his chicken rice (with bigger portion and special ingredient…only special for me!!!).…..you guess what? I finally know his name….hahaha












I told the coffee stall uncle, today is my last day to drink his coffee….he smiled and say “xie xie ni”……he said I must come back on my graduation day!

I have to go back to my books…last paper – FR on Monday….

My tears are running down again…………..

20 days more....

When there is no party, this room is so quiet and cold. Too quiet until I feel scared, I can even hear the sound when the air freshener pushing the air out.

I feel a bit scary, as I am all alone in this room. Looking at all the notes and papers on the tables; suddenly I feel like crying...when I will be released from all the exam stress...

How I wish you are here for me....just to sit at my side....just to be the pillar which I can lean on....but where are you?

20 days more to go......

I am tired.........

I am feeling tired......

Tired of studying........tired of working...........and tired of living......

I want to sleep..... a long long sleep.........

I need a shoulders now....but he is missing in action for so long......
guess he forget me liao.......he dun care for me any more........
where is he? please tell me........

Expectation

When someone commented that I dun really understand you, I realised that it is quite true. I never want to keep track of your movement, I dun even know which gym you always go to... ...not because of I am not interested to ask but I know you dun like people to dig unless you want to tell...

Sorry if I have expected too much, and you must be angry with me now.........

Freedom

I felt guilty when I saw you sleeping in the sofa on Saturday night.
If not because of my "noises", you should be sitting at the coffee shop chatting with friends.... I do not want to guess whether you are telling true or not.

If you love a person, you will not like to see him unhappy....
This is how am I feeling now...If you think your freedom is more important than anything else, then just go ahead and do so.

Although I do not know whether you are speaking the truth but it is not important to me any more. I just want you to be happy.

I guess if you want me to know the truth in one of this day, you will let me know...
So I choose to think at the positive side…..

However, I still do not have the courage to walk up to you to tell you this….

Gan Dong

Thanks for being there during my last lap in SIM.....

I am so surprised when you passed me the gift today, although you are so stressed up but you still try to cheer me up by giving me such a cute present plus some warm wishes....Thanks a lot....I felt so "gan dong"...

Jia you ! I am sure you can make it....you will passed with flying colour...

I will hear this next year April...
" I would like to present the first class honour Bsc of Business....J......T...."
hahaha

Dun worry so much.....ok

Companion

I am surprise that we can talk so much, as if we know each other for a long time. But in actual fact, we just know each other for 1 month. Isn’t it too fast?

Thanks for giving me such a wonderful time in the last 2 months in SIM and I really hope we both can do well in our exam and graduate together.

Cheers my friend….

Anxiety

My mind was blanked when William gone through the FM questions, why those things that he was teaching sound alien to me? Did I not study enough? Am I too stressed up?
I decided to walk out of the lecturer hall and sat down at the bench to do some self-revision rather than feeling upset in the room.

I must cool down….guess I need to go through the study guides and revision notes one more time.

寂寞变成了习惯 ,习惯靠着孤单

我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有

心不是热的全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的

我要快乐…….想做乐观的人
每种雨声听了都不冷
承认我是弱者
不敢再对爱假设
我真的累得不想再拉扯

Saturday nights.....

What will people do on Saturday night?

Sitting at the coffee shop to have coffee and chats?
Watching TV at home?
Having a stroll in the park?
Queue up for mid night movie?

Is Saturday night belongs to de-stress moment? And people tend to go out of house to breathe some fresh air?

It is such a long time; I have no Saturday night fever….5 years I think….

While a lot of people are wandering on the street on Saturday night, I am sitting at the service balcony continuing my revision….as usual facing my washing machine!

Where is he now? Who is he with? What are they doing? The question marks are start coming into my brain…..my heart….

Let’s open my book again….

Library days

I reached library pretty early today, the glass door is still lock and the lights are still not on. Then I realised that the time is only 8am....
So I sat down at a bench next to the fish pond and starts reading my newspapers.
I have spotted a handsome guy who is sitting opposite my bench and we start looking at each other....dreaming again!!!

Finally the library lights are on and I start another day of studies.

I met my dearest couples again followed by Ms P. Ms P seems to be very joyful when she sees me. She starts greeting me by giving me a good hug...hahaha...Can't avoid! Let her molested again...

Have lunch with Jason & CS in canteen, I saw 1 familiar face appeared in front of me. Ken!
He came back to study too, seeing him, make me recall my days in DMS.

Exam fever is getting hotter in SIM. The whole library is so crowded. Everyone is trying hard to digest all the information from their notes or book...

Now I think I should go back to my book and start calculating different exchange rate.....

STUDY....STUDY....AND STUDY....

Counting down......

My exam is coming…!!! 2 more months…..I am actually counting down my exam days…

Times seem to be running out and since I can’t study during weekdays due to work commitment so I decided to go back to SIM during weekends for my self-revision.

It is different this times, no more tibits and breakfast from lao da...No more Ai-xing from Damei, no more hugging and shoulder tagging from XL…no more …from Steven & Elin…BUT…I still push myself to go back…

I must thanks to my Discipline master…..in order not to listen to any more nagging…I better study hard….hehehe

My poor big brother must be scolding me in his heart….hao xing mei hao bao….hahaha

Well, I have nothing to thanks him but to do well in my last 2 papers….right?

Today, so happy to see lao da again in school….here are some photos taken…..see our handsome big brother!!!











My deputy Discipline master said I look very korean.....haha....I dun mind to be Shang Jin or You Zeng......where is my Jun Xiang and Ming ta ren???

UOL Graduation

I do not feel anything until I saw Xue Li with her graduation robe followed by Elin. And my tears are running around my eyes. I have a mixed feeling, felt very happy for them but sad for myself. ….I controlled my emotion pretty well as I never let my tears gone down to my cheek.
















Well, is my decision to make this choice to defer my papers....

Seeing Richard, Shirlyn, Steven & Jeremy walked up to the stage, made me feel so proud of them. However, I have failed to be a photographer as I spoilt the video clips that taken. I was so upset for myself….sorry folks!!!




Well, we have a good time today….although we have not meet for a long time. But the bonding is still within each of us…





Once again, I would like to congratulate Richard, Shirlyn, Jeremy, Steven, Xue Li and Elin for accomplished the UOL degree program.




You all have become a group of important members in my life. Without you gals and guys, I do not think I will survive till today in the degree program. Thanks for all your support and I wish our friendship will stay forever and wishing all of you stay healthy; happy and all the best whenever you go and whatever you do.

I love all of you always……..最后我们分开了 ,虽然还是朋友

Exam fears........

I stepped into SIM’s library today to do some FR revision. The library is still the same but people have all changed. Well, I have to adapt to the environment without my UOL family.

No one will reserve seat for me...no one will buy tibits for me...no one will have breakfast with me....no one will........I must learnt to be independent! I must learnt to live alone!

I chose a corner and settle down with my notes. I have been telling myself to bear with it…3 more months to go….haiz

Time is always not enough for a student who is having exam soon. I really feel very tired, I hope this will be my last course. I really need a good break.

I met Simon, Francis, Gloria, Cheryl today, everyone is coming back to start warming up their engine.

I just hope to clear my last 2 papers and I will be free……….like an eagle…

Bangkok……wait for me….I am coming soon…….

Sick days..............

I never expect myself to fall sick so badly, and even went to hospital.

First day the symptom was coughing, second day starts to have fever. I went to consult doctor and came back with medicine. However, the fever is so stubborn and last for 4 days.
The 5th day went back to the same doctor; she asked me to go for an x-ray and confirmed that I have Pneumonia (lung infection). She referred me to Changi hospital and I end up stayed there for 3 days 2 nights….

The first day in the hospital is the experiment day, doctors and nurses took 8 tubes of my blood. Gone through x-ray again…..take temperature…..take blood pressure…..the worse part is 1 big needle stay in my right hand for the antibiotics to drip in…

I feel so lonely in hospital, basically all alone during day time until hubby came in the evening. Well, don’t like to trouble others to visit me in the hospital so I have to adapt to the environment. However, the news still spread and my friends came to see me. Happy to see them…..Thanks!!! Jeremy even brought his girlfriend to visit me…what a surprise!

I wish I can go home…….I misses my bed… I dun like the hospital food…..

Thanks to my good friend for his cares and surprises!!!
Thanks to my UOL family members (and distance members) for their special presents and presence.
Thanks to Casey for coming to see me…..
Thanks to all my sisters and parents….

Glad that I am much better now, frequency of cough has reduced. Merrick brought me for Korean “Ren Sheng” chicken soup today; he said this is good for me as I need herbal for my lung and “qi”. Thanks to my dearest hubby……

Now I understand how important a healthy body ……is.

Valentine Day

How many people at my age still celebrate Valentine Day? I guess not many of them because they think this day is for couples only….because they think Valentine Day is commercial….sigh……..

A romantic and emotional person like me still hoping to have some surprises on this day.

I see the sights at Parkway Parade today that some ladies were carrying flowers in their arms and walking with their love ones…..I saw staff from flower shop busy finding the location of the office…..I saw a bunch of balloons holding by a group of bears………..so envy the one who is going to receive them!!!!

I am quite happy this year’s Valentine Day as I received a very special present from a very special friend… Although there is a declaration that no implicit meaning on the wordings, but I can feel the buddies love & cares exists….Thank you very much!!!!


I spent my Valentine Day evening with my 2 boyfriends at East Coast Park. Nothing special but warm in heart.

Thanks for all the Valentine wishes from my several Roberts and wish my love ones will accept my present graciously like I do…..Always……

Happy Valentine Day………….

Happy Birthday to you..........

13 years ago on this date, I was sleeping in the operating theatre located in Mt Alvenia hospital. Dr Paul was the one who carry Edward out of my stomach.

I can still remember the room that I stayed is "St Edward room". And this is how my son's name comes from.....what a zero creative mummy I am!!!

Well, time fly, the little kitten that I have given birth is now grown to a tall, muscular teenager.





Today, we are inviting his Primary school mates who he missed a lot after PSLE; his cousins; aunties & uncles to our apartment to celebrate his 13th birthday.



As usual, his mummy is so busy with preparing the foods; goodies bags & setting up the function room, and bringing in the guest; and entertaining all the young adults…

I finally get to see Edward’s dream girl. (The pink girl sitting next to Edward) She is so petite, short and tiny. But she has a sweet face, quiet personality. All his friends keep making fun with both of them….






Edward has shown his gentleman behavior by fetching her from the MRT to the apartment; sending her to MRT when she is going home; pour drinks for her and take food for her…..I realized that my son has really grown up, he is no more like that little kitten lying in my arms….

The party is fun and I can see Edward enjoys very much.

Once again, Happy Birthday to you my son.
Mummy always loves you…………